Memories

We will die, you will as well.......
Only Memories left........................

The colour of autumn is playing with my heart
 and
I am lost...................

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Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 5

Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 5
Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 5

How bad lucks break out into human life!!

Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 5

Now he does not remember how he returned from that place. The whole night he could not sleep. Next morning he got a telephone call from one of his uncle back at home. The dormitory super called him to his office; said “You need to keep yourself strong” and give him the receiver.

On that evening when he managed to get to his hometown, it was all over. His uncle was standing on the station with his blurred face down. Later from the investigation of police he came to know that there was a fire, probably a short-circuit is responsible for that. It was early morning and none could survive.

He returned to the university with a devastated mind, experience. The whole world was just a dark shadow to him; A world of sorrows and loneliness………..

His final examination was over and he was really looking for something to rescue himself from this situation. He was looking for a job; but as usual in this cursed country all curses just spread the wings over him. None was ready to get a job as he was not recommended by a minister or member of the parliament. He was ready to do anything for survival and to leave behind everything.

But someone from the sky was smiling and planning something else. At last when nothing could be arranged he walked to the garage and asked the owner to get him a rickshaw on rent. The owner asked him many questions and permits him to take one.

UNCLE! UNCLE!! Please wake up. Someone is pulling his shirt. Perhaps he slept sitting on the seat of the rickshaw. He was caught cold and sick for last couple of days, but could not stay at home as he promised the old lady to take the child to school. Last two days she did not come. He alone brought the child and took back her home.

Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality continues to Part 6

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Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality Part 4

Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 4

In a rag day he met Joya. Not knowing Joya, he thought her to be a student of first year poured some color water on her. Some of the senior guys got very furious and about to beat him. Joya came in between and rescue him.

Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 4

Nothing was like at first sight or dramatic happened after that. One day he went to a house to be interviewed as a home tutor and found that Joya is the elder sister of that student. He was selected as the home-tutor of that girl. So meeting with Joya were frequent now.

He felt something was happening between them but never broke the silence, neither she. It was all confined in eye contact, small chit chat at Joya’s home.

 One day Joya asked him to meet him at the gallery of the University playground in the morning. He met with Joya but nothing special happened. While Joya was walking away he realized what she meant to him, ran to her and asked “Can I hold your hand?” Joya smiled and asked “Forever?” He eagerly said “Yes, forever.”

 Joya smiled and asked “What if, my parents do not want you as their son in law?” He said “We may not wait for their permission.” Joya negatively waved her head and said “Promise me you will never do anything that hurts my parents.” He stared at her and said “Promise”.

 Was that a starting? He still thinks and never gets an answer. The relation survived for about nine months. One day Joya and her family disappeared, leaving an envelope for him. There was the last month’s honorarium with one more month’s extra and a letter, where she wrote “I am going; please do not look for me. Be good to yourself. Joya”

How bad lucks break out into human life!! Now he does not remember how he returned from that place. The whole night he could not sleep. Next morning he got a telephone call from one of his uncle back at home. The dormitory super called him to his office; said “You need to keep yourself strong” and give him the receiver.

Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality continued to Part 5

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Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 3

LifeQuotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 3

He asked the lady, if she is okay. She waved her head positively; steel she is taking short breath. He knows that the man is addicted; the wife is engaged in working as maid in different houses.

Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 3

He asked whether the children had their food or not. The lady started weeping. He looked around and found that the man was so rude to his family. All the cooked food are scattered on the ground. He asked one of the kids to come with him, gave him the food he cooked, turned off the light and lied on the couch.

The next morning he reached in front of the apartment before it was 7.30. Within few minutes the girl came with the lady. She asked him to take them to a famous school. He started to pull the rickshaw. The lady asked why he did not take the money yesterday. He smiled and said how come I take the money while still the work is not done.

It has become an unwritten rule that every morning before 7.30 he will appear in front of the apartment and after school will appear in front of the school. The girl, whose name is Kaya is very cute and calm. She asks questions and often he answers them to her. He cannot remember last when he talked this much to anyone and finds that while Joya was alive he used to talk to her for hours. For last three years his life is filled with loneliness and silence.

Joya was calm, gentle and kind girl. He met her while he was in his seventh semester in graduation level in university. Joya was doing her Post graduation, so she was senior to him. The relation, how it started and ended he cannot just understand.

In a rag day he met Joya. Not knowing Joya, he thought her to be a student of first year poured some color water on her. Some of the senior guys got very furious and about to beat him. Joya came in between and rescued him.

Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Continued to Part 4

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Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 2

Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 2
Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 2

He returned to his room in the slum at about midnight. It’s a small room made of bamboo fence and roof is of tin. The rent is 2000 per month. There are several studies which show that slum dwellers pay more than the apartment dwellers in this city. The room is small and simple unlike all other rooms in the slum.

Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 2

A single cot with mosquito net, some kitchen utensils, a portable charcoal oven, some clothes hanging from a hanger and exceptional with this place, some dozens of books on the floor.

He put some rice, lentil, spices, salt, and chili with a tea spoon of butter oil into a pot, lit up the oven, charcoal started burning. A mild fragrance started to come out from the pot. Joya had some strange habits. She used to cook food, take those in a pot and she would roam the entire locality in search of someone who is really hungry.

Traditionally this country has many beggars. Its not because they do not have any means to income, its because they are reluctant to work and earn. Rather they try to grab easy money.

Joya would roam to find someone who is really needy and hungry. She was always lucky to find someone she desired and gave him/her the food and some help.

“OH!! YOU FUCKING BEACH!! BUNCHES OF BUGGERS!! WHY YOU ALL SIT ON MY HEAD AND RUIN MY MONEY!!” With sudden hue and cry he got conscious from his thought. Sound of shouting and crying are coming from the next door. He walked slowly to the door of the next room and found that the head of that home grabbing hairs of the lady of that home. Four scared children were standing away. He slowly moved to the man and pushed him with force; the man fell down and got unconscious. Saliva was coming through his mouth.


Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? continued to Part 3

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