Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 5

Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 5
Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 5

How bad lucks break out into human life!!

Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 5

Now he does not remember how he returned from that place. The whole night he could not sleep. Next morning he got a telephone call from one of his uncle back at home. The dormitory super called him to his office; said “You need to keep yourself strong” and give him the receiver.

On that evening when he managed to get to his hometown, it was all over. His uncle was standing on the station with his blurred face down. Later from the investigation of police he came to know that there was a fire, probably a short-circuit is responsible for that. It was early morning and none could survive.

He returned to the university with a devastated mind, experience. The whole world was just a dark shadow to him; A world of sorrows and loneliness………..

His final examination was over and he was really looking for something to rescue himself from this situation. He was looking for a job; but as usual in this cursed country all curses just spread the wings over him. None was ready to get a job as he was not recommended by a minister or member of the parliament. He was ready to do anything for survival and to leave behind everything.

But someone from the sky was smiling and planning something else. At last when nothing could be arranged he walked to the garage and asked the owner to get him a rickshaw on rent. The owner asked him many questions and permits him to take one.

UNCLE! UNCLE!! Please wake up. Someone is pulling his shirt. Perhaps he slept sitting on the seat of the rickshaw. He was caught cold and sick for last couple of days, but could not stay at home as he promised the old lady to take the child to school. Last two days she did not come. He alone brought the child and took back her home.

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Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality Part 4

Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 4

In a rag day he met Joya. Not knowing Joya, he thought her to be a student of first year poured some color water on her. Some of the senior guys got very furious and about to beat him. Joya came in between and rescue him.

Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 4

Nothing was like at first sight or dramatic happened after that. One day he went to a house to be interviewed as a home tutor and found that Joya is the elder sister of that student. He was selected as the home-tutor of that girl. So meeting with Joya were frequent now.

He felt something was happening between them but never broke the silence, neither she. It was all confined in eye contact, small chit chat at Joya’s home.

 One day Joya asked him to meet him at the gallery of the University playground in the morning. He met with Joya but nothing special happened. While Joya was walking away he realized what she meant to him, ran to her and asked “Can I hold your hand?” Joya smiled and asked “Forever?” He eagerly said “Yes, forever.”

 Joya smiled and asked “What if, my parents do not want you as their son in law?” He said “We may not wait for their permission.” Joya negatively waved her head and said “Promise me you will never do anything that hurts my parents.” He stared at her and said “Promise”.

 Was that a starting? He still thinks and never gets an answer. The relation survived for about nine months. One day Joya and her family disappeared, leaving an envelope for him. There was the last month’s honorarium with one more month’s extra and a letter, where she wrote “I am going; please do not look for me. Be good to yourself. Joya”

How bad lucks break out into human life!! Now he does not remember how he returned from that place. The whole night he could not sleep. Next morning he got a telephone call from one of his uncle back at home. The dormitory super called him to his office; said “You need to keep yourself strong” and give him the receiver.

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Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 3

LifeQuotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 3

He asked the lady, if she is okay. She waved her head positively; steel she is taking short breath. He knows that the man is addicted; the wife is engaged in working as maid in different houses.

Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 3

He asked whether the children had their food or not. The lady started weeping. He looked around and found that the man was so rude to his family. All the cooked food are scattered on the ground. He asked one of the kids to come with him, gave him the food he cooked, turned off the light and lied on the couch.

The next morning he reached in front of the apartment before it was 7.30. Within few minutes the girl came with the lady. She asked him to take them to a famous school. He started to pull the rickshaw. The lady asked why he did not take the money yesterday. He smiled and said how come I take the money while still the work is not done.

It has become an unwritten rule that every morning before 7.30 he will appear in front of the apartment and after school will appear in front of the school. The girl, whose name is Kaya is very cute and calm. She asks questions and often he answers them to her. He cannot remember last when he talked this much to anyone and finds that while Joya was alive he used to talk to her for hours. For last three years his life is filled with loneliness and silence.

Joya was calm, gentle and kind girl. He met her while he was in his seventh semester in graduation level in university. Joya was doing her Post graduation, so she was senior to him. The relation, how it started and ended he cannot just understand.

In a rag day he met Joya. Not knowing Joya, he thought her to be a student of first year poured some color water on her. Some of the senior guys got very furious and about to beat him. Joya came in between and rescued him.

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Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 2

Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 2
Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 2

He returned to his room in the slum at about midnight. It’s a small room made of bamboo fence and roof is of tin. The rent is 2000 per month. There are several studies which show that slum dwellers pay more than the apartment dwellers in this city. The room is small and simple unlike all other rooms in the slum.

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A single cot with mosquito net, some kitchen utensils, a portable charcoal oven, some clothes hanging from a hanger and exceptional with this place, some dozens of books on the floor.

He put some rice, lentil, spices, salt, and chili with a tea spoon of butter oil into a pot, lit up the oven, charcoal started burning. A mild fragrance started to come out from the pot. Joya had some strange habits. She used to cook food, take those in a pot and she would roam the entire locality in search of someone who is really hungry.

Traditionally this country has many beggars. Its not because they do not have any means to income, its because they are reluctant to work and earn. Rather they try to grab easy money.

Joya would roam to find someone who is really needy and hungry. She was always lucky to find someone she desired and gave him/her the food and some help.

“OH!! YOU FUCKING BEACH!! BUNCHES OF BUGGERS!! WHY YOU ALL SIT ON MY HEAD AND RUIN MY MONEY!!” With sudden hue and cry he got conscious from his thought. Sound of shouting and crying are coming from the next door. He walked slowly to the door of the next room and found that the head of that home grabbing hairs of the lady of that home. Four scared children were standing away. He slowly moved to the man and pushed him with force; the man fell down and got unconscious. Saliva was coming through his mouth.


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Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 1

Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality? Part 1

          

           Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality Part 1

He was waiting in front of the apartment complex. It is a large area, four of the bottom stories are super malls. All the shops are very colorful. In evening this place looks very beautiful.

In the mean time a cool breeze started to blow. He looked towards the sky and found that on north-west part a piece of dark grey cloud which is growing rapidly. “It will rain” he thought. Suddenly he remembers two lines of a poem;

“Clouds are there,

One after one

And darkness has covered”.

Joya used to recite these lines whenever she used to see clouds in the sky. Often in rainy season she would call him and ask “you know, one day I will be with you, holding your hand tightly will shower in the rain, none will be there to stop……………”.

My grand ma came in your rickshaw? He opened his eyes and saw an angel standing by the rickshaw. He waved his positively as there was no other rickshaw around. The cute girl gave him an envelope. He was a bit surprised; as this is an unusual thing happened. He opened it and found some money and with a letter. He read it. The old lady written that she would like to see him in front of the apartment on just 7.30 am, 5 days a week, and in this purpose she is giving him some advance. The lady taken it for granted. He kept the letter and returned the envelope with money and said that tell your grand ma, I will be here at right time.

He started to pull the rickshaw. It started raining and once again he remembered a song;

“Rain drops are falling on my head”

He returned to his room in the slum at about midnight. It’s a small room made of bamboo fence

and roof is of tin. The rent is 2000 per month. There are several studies which show that slum dwellers pay more than the apartment dwellers in this city. The room is small and simple unlike 

all other rooms in the slum.

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Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality

Life QuotesOf Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality

It started on a hot summer noon. Sun seemed just above the head. He was sweating as if he has just poured a bucket of water on his head. His shirt was totally wet and he seemed very tired and hungry.

Life Quotes Of Love: Fantasy Or Crude Reality

 I think you have not got it that how hot was it. The temperature was 37 degree centigrade and humidity was above 80%. His eyes were shinning which is a clear indication of hunger. On that situation he suddenly realized that “love and love life” the words can be poetic but in real practice they cannot be poetic, and all those life quotes of love are just sayings and soothing the mind of the wealthy girlish mind of lovers. It is not fantasy anymore it is the crude reality.

He slowed down the rickshaw (three wheeler vehicle, pulled by man), and the person on the passenger seat screamed, why he cannot pull it first. He sighs and started thinking how he slowed down the pace of his life……

Just two years ago, while he was a student of the best university of the country, he did not even dream of these days. Struggle for life, struggle to get a good job, struggle for him and the family, struggle for love had changed everything.

He came with a dream to the capital. His father, mother, younger brother and sister stayed back in the small town. His father, with his small low paid job, was struggling to maintain the family. 

It was really hard for father to send money for the elder son. But he never showed his gloomy face. Always tried to show a smiling face. Despite of all odds never said a ‘no’.

JHOP!! The frontal wheel fell into a ditch full of water and the passenger once again shouted “Can’t you pull it carefully, why running so fast?!”. “OK! I am almost there, Place the rickshaw on the left, behind the van, wait a minute, I will send the servant with the money”. He waved his head unspecifically which can be meant anything, the passenger went through the gate into the apartment complex rapidly. He with the small towel wiping the sweat started waiting………….

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Life is love or love is life; the beginning 2

Life is love or love is life; the beginning 2

That was our life. We were fun loving, caring towards other, jolly and of course good fellows. The only shortcoming was that we never loved to study the text books regularly. We were seven in number. Lucky seven, huh! The campus used to call us seven stars.

Life is love or love is life

In the mean time two of us once again managed to get affair. Curious?? Thinking who was the girl?? No, the girl was not from our department, class or from our university. Those two star used to teach at home, i. e., Home Tutor. One has managed his student while another managed to convince the aunt of the student………….

What were those days we really passed? Often I think if Allah give me the chance to want anything, I would have wanted those days back in my life forever. No hassle, no responsibilities life like birds. That was brief starting of our love life.

Now we are six in number and established in different sectors. You might be thinking where our seventh member is. He is no more. He died on operation table.

He had severe block in the artery of his heart. He had an affair while he died. She cried a lot. The seven stars are still the seven, six are in physical being one is still in the heart of the six.

His memories often make our eyes moisten. Whatever, all we know that the every living creature will have to die one day. It is cited in the Holy Quran “Kullu Nafsin Jayiqatul Mout” which means every living being will taste the death……

In the end of the day all we are just nothing but dust in the wind, the famous song from Kansas, “dust in the wind” is the one often reminds me the days while I will not be in the earth……………

I close my eyes

Only for a moment and the moment's gone

All my dreams

Pass before my eyes with curiosity

Dust in the wind

All they are is dust in the wind

Same old song

Just a drop of water in an endless sea

All we do

Crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see

Dust in the wind

All we are is dust in the wind

Now don't hang on

Nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky

It slips away

And all your money won't another minute buy

Dust in the wind

All they are is dust in the wind

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